Good evening, people. Somebody from Nowhere here. Thanks for coming.
So you see, as the title goes, I wanted to test if access to my blog falls because of this particular article.
But there’s another reason.
I’ve been trying to loosen up my shoulders.
See, I wrote an article yesterday, kind of reviewing the early days of this blog.
Looking back, I kind of feel that I used to be freer than I am now.
I actually never thought about why this transition happened, so let me write it out here.
You guys ever been stormed with views from SmartNews? I have.
And that was one obvious turning point for me.
I accidentally understood WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO BE VIEWED.
And I liked it. I liked being viewed.
And now I think I’m addicted to it.
Somewhere in my mind, there is a part of me that goes for the views whenever there is the chance.
I can easily imagine guys like Pewdiepie criticizing me.
Wanting views and actually getting them are completely different things.
In order to go from the former to the latter, you need to study properly, and also have talent to back you up.
Yes, I did want the views.
But did I make the necessary effort?
And did I get views since then?
Of course not.
You know, turns out pretty simple I guess.
I probably thought that I would be able to get views quite easily.
But it wasn’t that simple.
It never was, and it will never be that simple.
I was a kid.
I was overconfident, and that confidence was broken.
That’s just it.
So, what should I do now?
Have fun. No, make fun.
Not “make fun of people” or shitty stuff like that. Make IT fun.
Something that entertains ME, not just the audience or the viewers.
Phew. Got it out at last.
Thanks for coming! See you next time.